yay for spiritual lows (sarcastic)
a lot of events lately have me doubting & turning away from God .
or maybe it just me being not too happy that's affecting how i perceive things
usually its just apathetic-ness that i feel
but this time im actually doubting and really frustrated
maybe its because ive been asking Him questions that have been left unanswered
or maybe he answered them and i was too stupid to listen
: / mehh